I dont know who i am Am i even human? Every night i sell my soul I forgot your birthday And im dressed in rags I shouldnt drink, ill lose control And i know? Im a mess But at least i know how I can make you laugh like no one else Such a mess But at least ive always been myself Without no magic spells Oh no No one knows my secret No one knows my heart cause its always on the run I dont know what im doing I dont know where im going And i dont even know where i come from I confess? Im a mess But at least i know how I can make you laugh like no one else Such a mess But at least ive always been myself Without no magic spells Oh no Say youll stay cause its more than just an ordinary day Before you go There is something that you need to let me know Before you leave However cruel your answer is Be honest please Im waiting on my knees Will you stand by me finally The day when we grow old Would you fall asleep right next to me When my hands are cold Im a mess But at least i know how I can make you shine like no one else Such a mess But at least ive always been myself Without no magic spells