I wake alone in a woman's room I hardly know. I wake alone and pretend that I am finally home.
The room is littered with her books and notebooks I imagine what they say, like, 'Shoo flie don't bother me.' I can hardly get myself out of the bed for fear of never lying in this bed again.
Oh Christ, I'm not that desperate. Oh no, oh God. I am.
How'd I end up here to begin with? I don't know. Why do I start what I can't finish? Oh please don't barrage me with the questions to all those ugly answers. My ego's like my stomach, it keeps shitting what I feed it.
Or maybe I don't want to finish anything anymore. Maybe I can wait in bed 'til she comes home and whispers, 'You're in my web now, I've come to wrap you up tight 'til it's time to bite down.'
I wake alone in a woman's room I hardly know. I wake alone and pretend that I am finally home.