Lyrics:

It's never been so crystal clear

that i've been dying six months a year

arguing with strangers about why i'm still here.(woah ohh)

no one lets me forget

questions about my relevance

and i'm starting to believe their arguments

in my self-defense



it's just my self-destructiveness

and always wasting all my breath

and it's still a mystery

why i'm doubting all my dreams



all the things that i say

will someday fade away

but the message in the songs

has kept me sane all along. [x2]



the years hit like fist to face

and some days i've tried to replace

this person with the same god-given name. (woah ohh)

some days i shake till noon

i've tried to explain to overcrowded rooms

across these states my narrow point of view.

but what can i do?



it's just my self-destructiveness

and always wasting all my breath

and it's a mystery

why i'm doubting all my dreams



all the things that i say

will someday fade away

but the message in these songs

has kept me sane all along [x2]