Shades drawn across No light may enter In my moment of weakness And this world is bearing down again So hard to clear my mind Why do i persist? I'll endure another day It's just so hard to resist And I can't continue on So hard to clear my mind To see the thoughts I wish were true My face versus the stone And I blame myself Plague my mind with these insecure thoughts Whispers in the back of my head Telling me it's all wrong Why do I persist? I'll endure another day Why do I persist? As self loathing strangles me Push past the veil of helplessness Love can't catch me, not today Take your hand and just surrender? It's just not worthe it Why do I persist? I'll endure another day Why do I persist? Self loathing strangles me But I'll endure another day