Where's my head Caught up in selling the drama Where am I Coloring the chameleon to fit in Lost my integrity to have a Social status Good cop bad cop Be all things to all people A talker A listener Not a conformist I love you, I hate you Trying to save you Trying to hurt you Who am I Losing sight on why I live If I live, I live for Him If I die, I die for Him Take up your cross And follow him, not the sheep Time to focus on developing Not damaging Don't want to be another Judas What have I done