It's when I hear the prophets call It's my decision to be free I know it doesn't go away Still can't believe what you say I drag myself through all my dreams While I'm reflecting on the past Struggling to reach the end of line To cross the blackside of mankind What do you expect me to be A stranger who learns to hate Beyond the mist of my memories I'm blind and without fate Would you see me, would you care Would you take away my fears Would you leave me, would you lie Would you stand by me side by side You seek confusion everywhere The living proof of what can be Finding it harder now to breathe Onto a place where thoughts are free So there is nowhere else to go And there's no reason to resist No god or master has built your brain Drowning my soul and ease my pain Can you tell what's inside of me I'm too weak to fight my own When faith and fear has closed on me My existence depends on