This is a song about a girl that could've saved my life if she was ever conscious. not just awake but awake to the world she's got eyes like a sunrise but nothing lasts forever. If you're high all the time and im at my lowest fucking point how can you possibly see the emptiness inside me? I needed you i fucking needed you i wanted to give you the stars but all you ever wanted was needle scars wake up to me wake up to me and its enough for me and when you're up with me dont put it all aside and fucking give it up to me wake up to me, yeah. Im losing myself my mind is racing back and forth day by day i chip away death is the best gift that life could ever give me How can you be searching for substance when you're always drowning in substances i need an escape i need you i fucking need the real you Substances can't kill you when you're already dead its the last thing on my mind as my lifeless fucking body hits the sidewalk.