Lyrics:

I don't care
They say my angel glow is subsiding
I'm sliding outside of these high beams
And I won't dare try to mend this tear
I love, I'm fading
The good once there is just dying
So I'm withering away and I'ma trigger when I spray
And I'm attacking everybody till the feeling's gone

All my life I loved with people
So passive back then
I thought I'd be above this evil
My tolerance level then was up with doves and eagles
Currently I've hit ground zero under bugs and beetles

I'm tilted
Inside my head's a lettuce but wilted
Serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine
I spilt it
Could it be how many times I've been ran over and jilted
That makes me wanna totally detach from light and just kill shit?

I know when the pain is gone
It's just a matter of time before my impulses win
And I can feel the wrong
Coming up through the cracks of my heart again
I'm holding on
I'm going straight into the mouths of makers
Everything that keeps me calm was taken
I'm letting go, I'm burning through
Reserves are low
Just pushing on these old restraints
My time is up 'cause it's too late

I'm about to blow up on anyone in my way
My anger's set to show up at any time today
I'm about to blow up on anyone in my way
My anger's set to show up at any time today

I'm looking for some fire
Yeah, putting on my gang attire
Drooling and blood I can taste
So get the fuck out of my face
I'm a killer with a quick switch
Yeah, all I ever really wanted was bliss
Look at me wither to waste
So get the fuck out of my face
Find another one to get bent
Yeah, and it ain't no stopping this
Loving the thrill of the chase
So get the fuck out of my face
N9ne's a nigga with a sickness
Yeah, and it ain't no blocking this
It doesn't matter the race
Just the the fuck out of my face

Going (withering away)
Going (withering away)
Going (withering away)
Gone!

I gotta say, when my mother died, I really did inside
And that's the other thing that did it
Turning my crazy on a hundred babies
Gonna plummet
Maybe I should be committed

Oh, what am I supposed to do?
Do I just keep faking?
Fucking forsaking everything I am
Another pissed motherfucker with a fist and a plan
Oh, but you're making me do this
I can scream while you stand there clueless
If you're listening, I've made up my mind
Take another step and I'll snap this time
Something please save me, I'm losing myself

I don't think I wanna stop it, but the feeling inside is nauseous
I get really exhausted off it
Gotta find a way to wash it, lock it
Profit matter so I got to drop it
Ain't nobody in the cockpit
Toss this lostness, people from the office, boxes
If you cross this, boss, live cautious
Don't make me, don't make me repeat myself
For your safety, because a pilly is beneath my belt
But I don't wanna do anything bad to anybody
But I'll never be perfect
So I'ma say to the people that got a little evil coming at you from me
I think they deserve it

Going (withering away)
Going (withering away)
Going (withering away)
Gone!

Straight, literally snapping out
My lady backing out 'cause I'm becoming really mean and vicious
Watching me wither
How can I give her
Blood when I been so tainted by these bitches

We are the arsenal
Chemically imbalanced, completely disposable
So butter my knuckles and taste it
Another sick delinquent is wasted
I don't forgive, I don't forget
I haven't got time to regret
Everybody else in the world can hate me
Nobody but me can save me

Shit, Yates hates this place
If you're close enough for me to hit the switch
You better never turn it on
I get the feeling I'm gonna be craving a killing
I gotta be real and the evil will
Fill up and sucker the middle man
Till he be gone