Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Fuck it I got a lot to say let me get started
My wife sent you a message, you act like you ain't got it
The message was about you spending christmas with your daughter
I thought you'd give a fuck about it you're her fucking mama
But still you keep playing the victim
Using the situation to justify your addiction
I hate to tell you that your daughters really starting to hate you now
What kind of junkie goes to jail for breaking in the neighbour house
I swear this shits getting crazy
I tried paying for rehab on three different occasions
Don't worry now we got this me and my wife went all in
Until you're 90 days clean don't even bother calling

[HOOK]
Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
I wish you felt how I feel
Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction kills
Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
I'm wondering how it feels
When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction kills

[VERSE 2]
I thought about it just the other day
Its been a while since you passed away
Man, whats going on
I turned a cold shoulder to it like i didn't know
That you was popping them oxycontins and sniffing coke
But you was smiling and laughing like it was nothing new
If i could turn back the hands of time I would have confronted you
But life dont come with a remote so i'm stuck in the moment
And if i can control it why does it feel like i'm frozen
In a memory, stuck there for infiniti
Thinking about the darkness and what the streets did to me
My minds like a perm reel that flipping pictures
Of friends that's no longer with us i hope they are forgiven

[HOOK]
Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
I wish you felt how I feel
Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction kills
Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
I'm wondering how it feels
When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction kills

[VERSE 3]
The guys that played ball
And made it to the hall of fame
The same ones that I know die with a needle in their vein
It really ain't the old days
The game just ain't the same
If you ain't dealt with it before then you ain't felt my pain
I seen empires crumble
I seen families divide
I know a man thats whole fucking family died
I was raised to believe that a man never cry
If thats the truth why these tears laying in my eyes
But these men handle business so im handling mine
If you think I owe you something well then stand in the line
Got my middle fingers up
Both hand to the sky
Put my name on the line
Quit slandering mine

[HOOK]
Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
I wish you felt how I feel
Something that so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction kills
Some nights I just ride and stare at the sky
I'm wondering how it feels
When you lose control the truth unfolds and now we know addiction kills