She seems dressed in all the rings of past fatalities So fragile, yet so devious  she continues to see Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home  forever Oh She is everything and more, the solemn hypnotic My dahlia, bathed in possession  she is home to me I get nervous, perverse, when I see her, it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never, she's coming home  forever Oh she's the only one that makes me sad Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed and crazy  aphid attraction Carve my name in my face  to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me I'm a slave and I am a master No restraints and unchecked collectors I exist through my need  to self-oblige She is something in me  that I despise I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real  I can't make her real